March 4, Thursday
Well today seems to be a much better Day for Fu Yan (Thank you Lord) BUT Fu Xiang, well can we say STRONG WILL?? She will only hold my hand because she has been informed you MUST by the guide, she mimics what I say…. Not in a nice way, she would like to move her stuff to the Knoper room… well the list can go on. BUT I’m sure she feels she still has a Dapu mom so I think she is fighting to lose that one to get a new one. At least she like Coty which only makes me know it was TOTALLY the right decision to bring him. We have learned a lot from what they are saying and thinking from the guide. The girls have such a tight pack together and Fu Xiang will just have to learn, in time to let go a little and take us in. Little does she know that she has a mom with a much STRONGER will that even though it hurts it does not change that I KNOW she is our daughter and will eventually feel it too. BOY when I thought it was a tough first few days with a baby, little did I know that was a piece of cake compaired to such a beautiful, funny, smart 7yr old.
Praying for strength and a softening heart for Fu Xiang.
Tammy
Ps. TORI thank you for your email, I can‘t email back. I can’t wait for you to meet her, I know she is going to love you.
2 comments:
I am so glad that fu Yun is feeling better. I am praying for Bella, that she will accept her new life and mom. What is not to love. Be strong all of you.
Marcia
There is a purpose for your personality Tammy. Stay focused and continue to show the love that comes so easily from your heart. She will in time see you as the wonderful Mom you are.
Sheila
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